lifes

well well well.life like dis.hate it.but still need to go through it.sobz...

now i juz need to stand back up n concentrate on my studies n forget bout love.tatz wat i reali need now.but how? need some guidence here.huhz...reali need some.n advice too. how i wish i can meet up my frenz now to get a hug frm dem.so tat less fear i have.

huhz...shit man. cleverish to dumpies.watz tat? idiot.sunks man.

borinGzZzzzz,.......

omg... its been days since i update my blog man. wat to do.buzz v de volunteer job n stuff man. okok...  but now i'll update.kakaz... well, its been a new month n i feel so sick. gosh.hate it. new month n i get sick.but now ok edi.cz got eat med.but now still got cough cough n sorethroat. damn....i hate sorethroat.reali hate it.don like it at all. huhz...but wat to do.now got edi.hav to take myself oni lo...sobz....

now now now now, hav to update my blog till de 3 days one. i mean sat, sunday n monday. start v sat.

its a mornin tat i woke up.wow...reali earli.its 7 n i've wake up man.coz hav to do some stuff v de taekwando volunteer job n oso b de flower gal man.aiseh.hate it. well, earli in de mornin reach Ue3.dere i did my stuff v de registration n stuff.den had my breakfast. later go on v my job which is de computer stuff. i did watch de taekwando. well, its was fun.hahaz... work till 5sumthin.den mom fetch me back home to get ready for a dinner v my relatives.juz my bro n i goin.coz mom had another dinner. well, at first de dinner v my relatives was kinda boring but later,went on well.hahaz... chat v sarah, silvier n michael bout mocktails to cocktails den to pud,clubbing n lounge. cool man. after de dinner, michael,silvier,sarah,me n my bro den + my cousins went to shangri-la hotel. went to de lounge dere.can say as bar.wow... its my first time man.its was fun.hope for another too. v my dear.hope to go v him.dere i had cocktails. i had magarita. well, in it contains lots stuff. one of it is tequila (mexico's favourite alcohol drink) its fun n its nice.nice to hav it. duno if i go v my frenz will dey wana go or not le? hehez... will ya'll wana? later after de drink we went to back home. mom come n fetch me n bro.tatz my day. ya o... forgotten, i did sms v dear.hehez... i oso mms my pics to him.he did too. kakaz... get to c him.reali miss him lots.

okok. now its for de sunday blog. sunday,woke up 8sumthin.den went to take bath n get ready to go n do my job again.a tiring one.huhz... blur blur.er....reach dere den up to my work lo... till 8sumthin.den went to hav my dinner v all de uncle n aunt. its kinda boring.but dear sms me. but oni a while coz dear wana slep edi. till 1sumthin reach home.o...tired. slep till de 2nd day veri late oni wake up.slep till 12 sumthin wake up on monday. wow...lots of sms.crazy man.den buzz v de hsework.

last day of work

today is my last day of work. er....lastnite din reali slep well. so woke up earli. around 8sumthin wake up edi.duno y.huhz...juz like tat. mayb miss dear veri much.miss him too much.how i wish hes here now.but unfortunately,hes not.sobz.reali miss him much.

well, today work till 3sumthin den follow mom back home.coz din hav much things to do. er...reach home, juz help out mom v some hsework den do my own stuff lo.later on9. den around 5sumthin,help mom v de ironing den later ate my dinner. around 7sumthin went to mop de floor.den take my bath.later watch tv. den now on9 lo...nothin to do. kinda tired now. tmorrow still hav to wake up earli to b de flower gal.stupid la. din ask me den sendiri make de decission for me. reali stupid geh la...haiz...

dear ar...reali miss u ler.... when can i meet u? yesterday reali sori coz i'm kinda bad temper.but i reali hope u'll understand me. as well tat i'm trying to understand u. muakz...... reali love u honey. love u lots v all my heart. muakz. I LOVE U HONEY.

a tiring day

well,today get to update my blog. er....juz came back frm work.damn tired. but later goin to hav dinner v my relatives.huhz... malas la....but cant do anythin coz mu uncle invited me too. wat the.haiz.z..... juz go lor....

dis mornin din help mom v de hsework.juz help her v de juices n foods. den later dad ready juz go to work.reach shop. did some tagging den uncle call me go n hang clothes n lipat table cloth.damn tired man.i was sweating dere. around 3sumthin oni hav my lunch. after lunch work again.sobz... malas.but nvm. tomorrow is my last day of work.wakakakaak,.... damn hapi man. but still kenot get my salary yet.oni can get it next week.sobz... nvmla....juz han dit sai lo...lolx...

around 8sumthin oni finish work.den wait for dad. till around 9sumthin oni reach home.haiz... take bath den get ready to hav dinner v my relatives.

erm.... did sms v dear a while but angry at him ler.... dear ar.... y u alwiz reply me edi den later after i reply u, u don reply me edi one? hate it ler...cant u juz straight reply me?  sobz... i miss u ler...reali miss u n hope to c u. muakz... i love u honey.but pls reply my msg.though u're buzz,tell me.i understand de...muakz...love u most.